Now I have to be Brave

No matter how often I write about this this is the hardest thing I will ever have to write about. My husband passed away on 1/13/17. My heart still aches for him to be with me in a physical form, even though his spirit is with me. It's his spirit that has comforted me the most through the sorrow that I'm feeling right now.

He is the reason why I haven't been on here much. He had been ill with ESRD so I was trying to spend as much time with him as I possibly could. Even with that disease my husband and I had thought we would have more time together, so his passing away was very unexpected. So I'm sure everyone can understand why I wasn't on here very much - I did check in from time to to see how everything was going. And this site will be a refuge when I feel strong enough to start working on my novel again.

As a tribute to my husband and to show how much he meant to me, I have set up a Go Fund Me page for a memorial fund. I would like to share this page with all of you. Don't feel that you have to donate anything. Unless you find it in your heart to do so. This is just away for you to see a couple of pictures of the man I loved and a very sweet video that I'm very grateful I took of him and one of my cats.

https://www.gofundme.com/my-beloved-husband

Thank you in advance for any consideration you give this.