Hello Max,
Whilst you wander about your tempest may your isolation bring you solace and newness of life, albeit a different life existence without your beloved's physical presence. To write is to explore, to feel, to explain, to wish, to love and to release. Please, do not become isolated from your quill...!!!
I send you my heartfelt best wishes to you and yours in these difficult times.
Love ya,
Spargo Postle