I wish this message could do anything for you, anything! I do not know you or your wife but if I had the power to bring her back, I would! But all I have is my prayers for her to be forgiven and for you to move on. She is in a much, much better place, in a peaceful place where there's no mortal sorrow. It is a wonderful place that she is in, no fights, no struggles, no money. She will be happy when she sees you getting better in your life, she will be proud.
This is fate, dear Max, and she did not die with a single minute of her life left. We will all die, death is not the end, it is the beautiful, ethereal beginning of LIFE. Stay strong, and don't let her down, I am sorry.
Stay strong, brother, you have people here to support you.